I thought I could be okay without you. I had finally reached the conclusion that I wouldn't ever have to hear from you again, that I could give someone else a try, that you probably weren't worth my time. I was content being away from you. But no, it's like you have a radar, every time I think I will be okay without you, my phone lights up and your name is on it. Every time it does, my heart stops and I can't breathe. Just hearing from you brings my mood crashing down.
Why? Because you are fine without me.
Do you ever have moments when you feel like you're seconds from losing it?